I don’t know where to begin. I can’t sleep, eat, or even think straight. It feels like all my hopes and dreams are falling down on me. I feel like it’s always raining over me. Every time a single drop hits you it gives you this shock. You wait for the next one to come but it still hits you by surprise, than suddenly you notice it’s not just raining, or pouring, but its become something more strong, and powerful; a storm, and it’s dark, cold, and scary, and as much as you want it to pass you still have to sit through it. The hardest part about it, is that when you’re alone during the storm, it’s even more scary, with no one there to protect you. You think about all the terrible things in your life. You think how could it get any worse. Suddenly the lights start to flicker, and the wind pushes the branches against your window even harder. It feels like your whole life is stumbling down before you. You get shivers because it’s unpredictable, and so is everything surrounding you. After time the storm passes, and the sun starts to shine again, everything feels so warm; so dry. You start to feel safe and secure but you have yet to realize there will be more storms, more scares. It’s like a cycle you just can’t get your head around, and it’s hard.