April 2012
I’m looking into the horizon noticing as the sun sets, how fast life is passing by. Not being able to slow down time is frustrating. Every second that passes only means you’re one second older than you were the second before. Growing up seems so easy. So realistic. I know it’s not. It means freedom, but responsibility. Life seems to be passing by so fast and because I’m noticing to be always looking into the future, I never realized what I have right in front of me. Changing for the future is one thing, but changing for the now is another. I’m sitting here, thinking about my surroundings, and hopelessly realizing my life is a mess. If I don’t focus on the now, I might not have time to plan for the future. It’s a step-by-step process. I can’t let time defeat me.